I’ve been like this for the last 10 years. Where mostly I just want to sit alone by myself and think.
People regularly send me letters or messages: “Ace, I’m gonna be in town next week. Let’s get together. I’ll buy you a beer. Take you out to dinner.”
I’m flattered and honored that people would want to be with me. But I turn them all down. I’m not sure why. I guess I just feel more comfortable when there’s no one around.
When I was younger I had friends. Best friends. Casual friends. Social friends. Friendly friends. Sometimes I was in the middle of these big scenes, a part of these different social circles. Knew and related to people from all different walks of life and all the different strata of society. Nowadays I mostly just hang out in the woods with just my feral cats for company.
I’m not complaining. It’s just how it turned out. And how it was meant to be.
Acid Heroes 